Alex and I have this new thing where we sing stainD songs with our best Aaron Lewis impressions when we go out for smokes. I think our neighbours are pissed. Speaking of smoking, I'm gonna try to go from today (sunday) until Friday without doing it. It's so raunchy, but so addictive.
Things are okay. I'd like to think they're better than they are, but they aren't. I've wasted too much time trying to hold on to the things that aren't mine anymore, and I forgot to take care of myself. This year has been a cyclical nightmare of illness, poverty, and heartache... TODAY is the first day of spring however, and that means CHANGE! Good things are on their way, I can feel it.
Longest weekend ever, we just had. St. Patrick's day... TRASHED - K.O.'d at around 9pm after starting to drink heavily when I got home from work at 1pm. Friday, Jeff and Donny came for the monstro party and brought some friends. It got a little messy to say the least, but I love those boys, they're such a good time. Yesterday ended up going to Jack's AGAIN... that damn sara walton and her matchmaking attempts.
Only three weeks of school left, I'm shitting my pants.
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